Hi!

im FINALLY here again, after like wat seems a thousand years.
yes yes, i know many of you are like wondering what had happened.
so im back now to reassure u guys that im here again, and im perfectly alright.


so much for all that had happened,
they are the history; memories that i will keep with me.

i had to move on, and i did.


i've learnt, yet again.
a painful lesson it may be, but beneficial to me definitely i believe.
and of course, i can see clearer of what i want, and wat i need.


its not plainly about having someone to love me, or to dote on me.
but its also having someone who will support me in what i do, encouraging me along the way, being accountable for himself; for me; for us. its about trust, not through telling each other they are trusted, but its the actions that speaks louder. its the personal space you provide to one another because you respect. its the willingness and sincerity to apologize when there's faults. Its about being open and accepting my past and the way i am - the good and the bad. its helping me to correct my bad habits or the negative side of me, even if you know its quite hard for me. its about the faith you put in me that i can make it through tough times or obstacles and never giving up on me, or the love we share. its about our appreciation for each other. its our love, that's going to pull us thru the rain and the shine.


thank you, for letting me learn such a precious lesson.

i'm not knocked down, but im getting stronger. (:

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